why now.....

the kind of feeling thats just hard to explain...
why does everything goes wrong,
by the time you feel its so alright?!
circumstances comes by the time you've done your choice..
why.. of all the time...
why now???? kung kanus-a ka mi decide...
then... it all be rotten out....
once, your in there... thats your place,...
but all of a sudden, you can say,
"hey, man! what happend?".......
maybe its just.... you cant just keep the time running by waiting...
not in all cases that it waits,.,...
now my lesson is.. that... being not sure... is a big impact,...
i mean... its really a neccesity to be always sure....
but in cases that you're really blinded by doubtfullness??!!...
sometimes,,,.. you just have to try it on.. and see for yourself....
if it goes right, then,.. nice choice.... if it doesnt? nice try...

but still i wont say that lifes unfair nor its cruel..
it isnt like that..

lifes just almost perfect....

that i'm afraid to flow with it....
afraid to just mess everything around..

but still....

"theres no such thing as mistakes, only lessons to be learned.."