winter semester?

okay.. should i take it and get my subjects down.. or not, and just be lazy the whole winter break? :P

cover-up

The One You Love - Glenn Frey

I know you need a friend, someone you can talk to
Who will understand what you're going through
When it comes to love, there's no easy answer
Only you can say what you're gonna do

I heard you on the phone, you took his number
Said you weren't alone, but you'd call him soon
Isn't he the guy, the guy who left you cryin'?
Isn't he the one who made you blue?

When you remember those nights in his arms
You know you gotta make up your mind

Are you gonna stay with the one who loves you
Or are you goin' back to the one you love?
Someone's gonna cry when they know they've lost you
Someone's gonna thank the stars above

What you gonna say when he comes over?
There's no easy way to see this through
All the broken dreams, all the disappointment
Oh girl, what you gonna do?

Your heart keeps sayin' it's just not fair
But still you gotta make up your mind

Are you gonna stay with the one who loves you
Or are you goin' back to the one you love?
Someone's gonna cry when they know they've lost you
Someone's gonna thank the stars above



and yes.. this song is a slap on face.. WHAT TO DO!

what a holiday ^_^

SATURDAY 05

MY SISTERS BIRTHDAY!!

! yay!! she's 22..

i can still remember when i was like 6 or 7 and if it's my sisters birthday im always the one who's so so so excited to blow the candles.. and to open th

e gift.. her gifts.. ^_^ now time comes that im the one giving her something and even lighti

ng the candle on her cake =]

and the rest of the day was for eating and watching nemo and superman returns..

"just keep swimming.. just keep swi

mming swim

ming swimming"

-dory

SUNDAY 06

Ohh,, dun dun dun dun..

IRIS' 18TH BIRTHDAY!! yay!!!!! oohh not a minor anymore ;)

and coz of that..

OFF TO D

ISNEY

LAND!!!

oh yes.. its a small world after all

i love everything about disneyland

it is like a place where you'll think nothing but walking fast to lessen the waiting time for the next ride .. and which place to eat next..

and hey.. here's a pic for my sister and iris

yay!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

imagine a birthday cake made out of JAM?!

that would be sweeeet :D

MONDAY 07

first stop is Venice Beach..

one word: GREEN

ahhaha okay so basically.. the first thing that will welcome you there is the smell of marijuana... and there you go.. people smoking everywhere..

and some shows as well..

not just ordinary shows..

but show that says..

"$1, and kick my butt"

what a show right? ahaha

there's this dog that i think is high already

he is just

barking at nowhere

stops

sits

then go round circles

then *repeat barking*

so yeah ahhaha

and oh this lady gave us free burger for serving our food late :p

ahhaha

now..

2nd stop

Walk Of Fame

stars

stars

stars

ahahaha

thats basically whats in there hahaha

and hey.. i saw a guy named Jesus

dressed in white clothing

shoulder length hair

tall

sipping starbucks coffee

and smells like weed

and oh

he mentioned he'd been to hollywood

^_^

3rd stop

Beverly Hills

houses are HUGE!!!!

all i can say while watching the house is:

"ooooooooohhhhhhhh"

hahaha

even my neck dont know which way to look

ahhaha

and now here's the main event

we actually googled playboy mansions address and drove there

hahaha

well the closest thing we can see from the place is the HUGE GATE!!!!!!

hahahah compared to other houses in beverly,

you cant barely see the roof of the playboy mansion

hahaha

its insane!!!

lol

ahhaha

well.. thats basically how i spent my labor day holiday :D

^_^

FALL 2009

yay! so it's the second week of fall 2009 semester and I AM READY

okay.. how will you exactly if you're starting your semester right?

1. having cute notebooks *check*

2. got a new bag *check*

3. whole new fall outfits *check*

ahahaha well.. let's say those stuff goes well with your list.. but WHAT IF there's a little changes like,

*after running from the parking lot down to the 4th building, still catching up your breathe and you'll see a note on the door saying "room change to technology building"

you're still fine by then.. till your class starts and the teacher says, "there's a teacher change"

hahaha not all of those stuff actually applies to me.. i have this math class that had a room change, to a better venue.. got in to the wrong p.e class room, which is yoga.. better than the p.e i choose at the first place.. chem classes are full so was forced to crash one class, and ended up having the best professor.

that was the first week. ^_^

now for the second week... only ONE main event that happened..

*MET NEW FRIENDS!!!!

yay!!!!! hahahah now i guess am ready to kick off fall semester!! like BRING IT ON!! hahahha

Its been awhile

Its been awhile

Alittle way too long

Back in the days

When we was just lovers
But it doesn't matter

Because back then is in the past

And all that exists is now, not then
Sometimes I think of you

Reminice about things we use to do

How we talked about our lives

As if we were going to be forever
And now that I stareinto your very eyes

Its almost been a year

And thinking of u stillmakes me wanna cry
I miss you dearly

Becuase ever since then

You've been apart of me

But I know things are too different

And I guess my only choice

Is to be a really good friend.

^_^ all good now

what do boredome caused you?

well.. they said that if boredome strikes, it leaves something... i guess this is it.. this is what boredome caused me..

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how bored are you? ^_^

so friends.. tell me about that..

alright.. so its been almost a year since the last time ga kita mi sa adtong mga tao i called "friends"..
during my first few months away from them, it feels like i'll be sick if i can't talk to them withing 24 hours.. if i cant check on them, and tell them how's my day...if i cant tell them how boring my stay was.. and even let them know, whats the cool thing that made me smile that day.. then school started, so as my busineess, that i barely have the tim eto have a long talk to anyone online, but still i always do my best to email them almost everyday no matter how busy i am, just to let me know im doing fine here and i miss them...

but lately.. something just hit me.. and made me do something i cant even think of doing before.. NOT CHECKING ON MY FRIEDS..

so yeah.. i stopped messaging them, and even leaving some IM on messenger.. i just totally detached myself from them.. if it was before, even thinking about it, mamatay tingali ko if ill totally do this.. but guess what? I JUST DID.. wala nako ni message nila.. and do you know what? they dont even wonder why wala nako ni msg... they didnt even noticed it...

this event pushed me one step back,.. and let me view the whole picture.. if there is really something wrong.. after realized everything, i forced to picked my self and pushed it two steps forward...

i thought before if the time will come that me and my friends wont be that friends, i would probably die.... but hey.. its not that bad afterall.. i dont even feel a single pain..

few things i realized:
-stop limiting yourself by living at the past... just get over it and live to the present.
-why bother care to people who didnt even bother to care for you at all?
-also by not stucking yourself up with OLD FRIENDS.. its always refrreshing to have NEW ONES..

i've been doing alot of shit to those people for how many years... and i dont mind doing all of those favors for them.. coz i feel "obliged" doing it... but guess what? f*ck that now... im to tired of doing stuff for others.. those people who will just talk to me coz they need something from me.. they dont even hang out with me coz "they want to hang out" with me.. so screw that!!

also, i was stucked for how many years in that line "oh, im afraid maybe my friends will hate me".. enough of those "we dont like you anymore coz you changed.." or "we hate you coz you're like this or that".. do me a favor will you? PLEASE GROW UP!

i wonder when wil those guys starts to think about their future.. like seriously THINK ABOUT IT! enough of those just roaming around with friends.. well, its ok to hang out every once in a while, but hey, we're not growing younger..

its just funny now, how those people msg'd me.. knowing im going home.. sayin "hey, wassup? heard youre coming home.. i cant wait to see you!" LIKE REALLY?! C'MON!! LIKE, SERIOUSLY?!
its just bad now coz what if they mean it this time, and wala na noon ko naminaw.. well.. too bad..

if you wanna have something, ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS work for it.. and once you have it, do not let it go, coz maybe that will be the last time you can have it...

it is totally this time that i know who my TRUE FRIENDS are...
and im happy i found them in the long run..


so yeah.. basically.. thats all about it..
^_^
im way way waaaay better now..
better than i can imagine,..

another vegas experience....

hello vegas na naman!!! i dont know why i dont get sick of visting las vegas.. ahahha

day 20 of project 365

day 20:

uhm.. its an interesting day for me ^^ first day for my advanvce tennis class.. i met new friends.. and our coach was awesome ^_^ new drills and new rallys.. ^_^ wwweee ^_^ the very unfortunate thing that happened during our rally is, natamaan ko yung girl na ka doubles ko... nasa net kase xa naka babag eh. ahhaha.. "ooopppss" but anywayz..

the end of the day, me and my parents went to el pollo loco for dinner... its all "meh".. ahhaha.. didnt go that quiet well.. ahhahah.. when we got home, i called cuzin mitch and talk to him bout wassup.. and after our talk, im so refreshed, and not that annoyed ^_^ hahahaha

how was you day 20? ^_^

day 19 of project 365

ok.. so today was a gorgeous day ^_^ spending the whole day with my mom.. a girls out.. ahahha.. we went to the mall.. then salon.. then to the resto.. hahaha.. its just soo sweet to enjoy a little bit of time with your mom for sometime.. well thats what i realized today.. specially i dont spend that much time with her.. and spend it that way.. ahahah coz its always me and my pc everyday..a hahah

lipat lipat lipat school

ok.. so our fall sem in miracosta just ended.. pretty good headstart for college life.. almost everything is quite perfect.. new school.. new people.. and specially, new environment.. after fall sem, we decided (family) to transfer me somewhere in L.A, in a school named ElCamino for winter sem and spring sem, but since there's some drama coz im freakin minor, they got loads of requirements for me.. suddenly, while walking back home from the school, i realized, "why not go home sa pinas?".. where there.. it doesnt matter if youre a minor to get in to college... and then, another thought hits my mind.. "and since im transfering, why not shift to nursing?"... wonder why i thought about shifting? uhm.. coz i just noticed how hard it is to look for jobs here.. but if you'll say youre somewhere in the medical field? no problemo mi amigo! though i'm really soooo inlove with my course right now which is computer engineering, practicality calls.. ahahaha.. so, im gonna go home on april to take the test for nursing in siliman university (dumaguete), and go to school there ^^ hoooh!! i dunno what lies for me there.. ahhaha.. i dunno what nursing will feel like... and how will i miss my old course.. but.. whatevs... who knows? maybe ill like it in some ways.. as long as there's those "some", its enough reason for me to stick to my plans.. and the best thing is that this is also an opportunity for me to decide on my own.. and its a freakin tight decision.. me leavin the states to go back to the phil.. leavin those comfort i found here.. or going back to the old comfort im used to in the philippines.. leavin my own life.. with no one to tell me what to do.... but on the other hand, it's also versus leaving my family again here.. and wont be seeing them for 6 months or more.. but... whatvevs again. ahahaha..

whatever happen happen.. ^^ who am i to tell right? ^_~

ym.. usap tayo.. ^_^

so yeah.. walang kausap...

add me up in ym pipz..

jam_narte@yahoo.com

sooooo bored.. like seriously.. :'(

naman!! one of those days.. :'(

hoooh.. one of those days.. na wala akong ginagawa.. at halos walang magawa..

lam nyo yung feeling na mai gusto kang gawin pero, hindi mo magawa.. coz it will create conflict to some things too..

logged in YM, looking for some friends to be online... pero, walang OL..

still waiting.. (till now)

one of those days na im just alone.. and cant help but rem. those fun moments with friends back home.. pag na aalala ko un, ewan.. nakakainis kasi nakaklungkot..

and from there..

homesick na naman.. I WANNA GO HOME :'(

gusto ko bumalik sa place na andun friends ko... yung hindi ako mag-isa... yung mai ka usap ako..

basta ewan... pati ako confused sa feeling ko ngayon..

all i can feel is loneliness.. sadness.. tapos anger.. tapos iba iba pang mixed emotions.. NAKAKALITO!!,...

tapos.. pag ganito..

i msgd. someone. that SHOULD REPLY to me.. then, i waited again.. and no reply.. stupid boyfriend!!!! ugh!! nakaka inis.. di ko naman maka usap yung mga kaibigan ko.. kasi mai pasok halos lahat..

well... guess ill deal with this myself.. ewan..

whatevs...

^_^

hope you guyz di bad trip.... kasi talagang di 'fun' yun.. ^_^ hahaha

ciao!! ^_^

soo gloomy day..

wwaaahhh... super excited akong guimcing kanina.. kasi sabi sa news kahapon, 70's daw ngayon.. tapos, pag labas ko, SUPE FOGGY.. :'(

i waited for the sun to rise.

and shine..

waited..

waited..

waited..

6 hours later..

xet! la parin!!

super foggy pa rin :'(

freakin cold.. huhuhuhuhu

naman oh! pag minamalas nga naman ano?

ahahha

anywayz.. ^^

whatevs.. ^_~

tama?

God made "Lasallians"
too rich

then

"UP" students
too brainy

he combined
both
and made
"Ateneans"
too airy

a little perfection
was made when he
combined
Ateneo and UP

a breed of brainy,
slightly rich,
competitive
yet humble
individuals.
God named them
after a saint,
he called them
"Thomasian"

but then he noticed
that it was
too saintly imperfect,
theres somthing missing.

so he added looks
to be perfect
to that
breed of brainy,
slightly rich,
competitive
yet humble
individuality.

BEHOLD!!!!

he named them:

""BOSCONIANS"

plus.. HOT PA. >:]
hahaha...

---sent by alec ^_^